So I got a call from my shrink last night reminding me of the appt I made 3 MONTHS ago.  Now mind you, it was a goofy automated message, and I'm lucky I even got from it what it was actually about.

Anyway, it was the only appt I could get, so it was at 10am.  I go into work and let them know that I need to leave early tomorrow for it.

I instantly get treated like a four year old for not remembering this appt I made.  I made it back int OCTOBER!  For fucks sake people!  Now granted, I've had a few appts that have been all crazy packed together because everything is hitting all at once, but I'm only freaking human.  

I need a shrink peeps.  I need one because I've got so much emotional turmoil within myself that I just need someone to help me make sense of it.

Thank you for making me feel guilty about going to the doctor and for that whopping 2 percent raise guys.  Woot.  We don't even get the cost of living increase, we just get this.

Who cares, I'm just happy to have a job with benefits right now.  But man, what a pain in the ass.

Add to this bullshit the fact that I just found out my dad is having to have eye surgery because his eye is BLEEDING FROM HIS DIABETES and I'm in a great mood.  Genetics are great.  This is what I have to look forward to if I don't get this life changing surgery.  (sigh)  I have way too much going on in my head.  People just don't know.

I need something to make me feel better...Hmm...let's see.



Okay, that's hot.  Plus Abe gets some loving in the next movie.  But I'm still down..



Wow...okay that's really helping.  



OOOOOOh...Kilted Tennant.  I see knees.  (hump) (eyebrow lick)



HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Grunt.

Okay, I'm better now.  The three day weekend is gonna help too.  Plus it's a payday Friday tomorrow.

I need to think on the positive.  I need to think about the fact I've got the Cloverfield midnight showing tonight.  Big hungry monsters rule (I should know...I am one.)